Lilith
Inside an open heart there is nothing. Tar, feathers, dawn drawn from a sole guardian, iron oxide red and transported by the wind as pollen, unaware that touches my lips amber. The first light of day cuts the pregnant cloud, dense, smoky, and slides into the gaping edges with his fiery dark quiet border, picture, finally bitter over the edge of the concrete, framing the lower grille.
enamel from toxic undone, by dint of scraping out the patina sandy walls were built as the walls of Jericho and I almost without breath to breathe in the midst of this slaughter. My voice once soft round, cut from the plexus in the contraction of the torn flesh that cries through you: save me! Stop me!
not that a Brahmin strained and the latest low point in trying to attract someone. The railway
crackles and bangs. There is always a passing train.
The living skin that falls from the cheekbone is a tide recedes.
He banged his head on the ground once. Then another. He hit his head on the ground, his head. Before I heard the faint crackling of the face satisfy the stone suddenly boiling m'entrava face. Then a blinding light jab on the nose just before losing consciousness. I woke up with his second shot on the dirt floor, but now I could not feel anything, though he could be imported while stuck on the ground, slamming those loins was not impossible that push me taste of sweat, cologne and kerosene. On the third day
m'infilò his fist in the ass.
It was not easy to come by, but then with a little 'of ketamine, all went well. The next day, when taken knowledge, had bandaged his chest and a dark spot and appicicaticcia at the breast, an accomplice of a throbbing pain and deaf. I woke up that night was already falling. For hours, I slammed the door screaming, calling my guardian, pleading, trying to bland, insulting the race, the smell, a face like an open mouth now like leather and chrome, exploded, the knuckles as carbon burning had given way to envy angelic bones, my request more and more feeble, to make me go out ... the nipple. Give me your nipple! But the railroad
crackles and bangs. Because there is always a passing train.
The days there are more. Tar inside an open heart. Gradually, more and more violent and detached, like a child tired of the novelty of his new toy. Piss and belts. Objects in mouth and rope. Ketamine, heroin, Valium, Rohypnol and Darkene. A razor, under the breast. Fists tits, always. Every day on my tits fists and kicks between the legs. Then he also took the ear piece. A shears in his right hand and my forehead resting on a patterned blanket that smelled of cat, held in place with your other hand.
Look nails, I think. Then the smell of smoke is more pungent. The one eye still open and starts to tear up the oxygen goes, finally, burning lungs, and everything in front of me fades es'accende crimson.
a train passes. Tu-tu-tum tum of the girders under the wheels of steel. Parade just behind these invisible walls, whistling and further away.